I feel it. It is a familiar urge to act. I used to jump at the opportunity. Trusting without question the Source. Knowing that no matter what my Protector and Provider would catch me if I stumbled. An adventure with my Waymaker was always irresistible.
This time I sense the call. But this time, my emotions are somewhere between trust and fear. This time, there is a man and a girl. There is so much more to consider. And, yet, if my instinct is correct, than the Caller already knows the stakes, and yet He beckons.
1. Ugly is the truth that sometimes I still feel anger toward my ex-husband. I hate that it ever bothers me that he is happy. That slime ball married some poor girl and he doesn't deserve a second chance. My human nature wants his misery. Beautiful is my Savior, Jesus, that loves us both and wants the best for us. Neither of us deserves it.
2. Ugly is the insanity of American power in politics. Beautiful is the knowledge that my Father in Heaven rules them all.